POOR, POOR PITIFUL ME!

No poetry today. Today I feel like sharing my present day feelings.

I am finding it hard to write words of encouragement when I am feeling so discouraged myself. 

I fall asleep every night praying to God for wisdom and courage to overcome my circumstances.

I, once again, look outwardly "normal" but inside I feel completely alone, scared, unloved, pathetic, ridiculous...

It is difficult to be excited about my published book when at the same time I feel defeated in my everyday life.

Poor, poor pitiful me!


 DEG2B2VSHHAN