No poetry today. Today I feel like sharing my present day feelings.
I am finding it hard to write words of encouragement when I am feeling so discouraged myself.
I fall asleep every night praying to God for wisdom and courage to overcome my circumstances.
I, once again, look outwardly "normal" but inside I feel completely alone, scared, unloved, pathetic, ridiculous...
It is difficult to be excited about my published book when at the same time I feel defeated in my everyday life.
Poor, poor pitiful me!